I had a dream that I was wakeboarding :( I haven't been in two summers. I was trying to learn a tantrum; I dont even think I can jump the wake anymore....very very sad

anyways

Good Weekend - Went home to go to Alex's farm on Sunday with him and Brian. Wrote both papers I needed to, and studied for my evolution exam on saturday, and I raked the leaves. I loved being outside, it was a great day! Then went to the worst movie ever with alex and Brian, don't go see Prime, it sucked!

We didn't end up going to the farm sunday for various reasons, but Alex and I did help his version of my AB, Lana, move all her ex's stuff out of her house and a bunch of her stuff in. It was actually pretty fun, listening to the banter between Mama N and Mr. N.

Alex drove me back to school, which was interesting as always. It's weird how talking to someone else can make you think about the things you swore to yourself you would never think of or talk about again. It was a great ride, learned some new things, but it was good! Made me realize some of the things I totally miss though....that's not good

Tourny this weekend!!!! Hopefully I don't suck; they asked me to play hole-d....which is pretty cool but I have to prepare myself for another fat chic. Great. I also found out, thanks to Ashley G, that I was first team all-conference for the midwest last year at Grand Valley, which was pretty awesome. Maybe U of I will kick ass this year and I can make it one step furthur and be all-american! On second thought,,,I'll try for feasible goals!!!

Love always

Currently Listening No Name Face By Lifehouse Quasimodo see related

Never xanga after midnight - you will often write the truth, but it's not for the world to see

From the Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind:

Clementine: I wish you had stayed

Joel: I wish I had stayed too. I swear to god I wish I had stayed. I wish I had done a lot of things. I wish...I wish I had stayed.

Currently Listening Dark Light By H.I.M. Wings of a Butterfly see related

Wow, what an amazing weekend!! I guess I should start from the beginning.

I finished my ridiculous 210 midterm friday, then had to wait forever for Brian to get to Andy's, so we could leave. It was a fun ride home, we made up a new word! Trolgre. You will have to ask me what it means though, because I'm not sure I should be broadcasting it lol. It was also decided that Brian and Andy are going to become heros and start their own revolution in a third world country.

Mom picked me up from Andy's later that night, and we went home to the most amazing birthday dinner ever! She had like 5 courses planned, all my favorite foods! And to top it off, COOKIES for dessert! Go mom! I also opened presents then, I'm probably the only college kid to get spiderman monopoly and uno for her birthday!! There was a bunch more, but I don't need to go into that

I went to bed sort of early, which was good since we stayed up ridiculously late saturday. No complaints though, easily one of the best nights of my life! HIM CONCERT! Ville is basically my hero, and I spent two hours within feet of him. Beautiful. Not only that, but he played Under the Rose and finished with Wings of a Butterfly, only the best two songs on his new cd, Dark Light! I never remember what concerts like that feel like, but I am definitely glad I had that jacket, so I could take my shirt off afterwards; I don't enjoy walking around in other peoples' sweat. I also had some trouble since Sean was wearing my belt! It's okay though, he needed it more than I did!

The entire night was a blast, highlights being of course the concert, the awesome ongoing discussion I had which was...interesting on many levels and very enlightening, and also I got to see so many people I haven't seen in a while. Anthony was there, and Alex and Brian, and Jeff came too. And Sean. It was good to see all of them, reminded me a bit of two summers ago minus gay ass drama. A blast. I also got to know a bunch of the hinsdale people a little better - travis is pretty cool So were stephanie and Haley (sp?). And of course Becky was amazing, as always!! Spent most of the time after the show with Sean, we had a blast! Andrew Alex Jeff Brian Sean and I slept at Brian's. Watched Super troopers, watched andrew get drunk, good times.

Drive home today was interesting, though I was soooo tired. 2 hours of sleep is NOT enough.

Honestly, It was an amazing weekend and much needed break from studying. I was worried that things would still be....awkward, but they weren't, I was totally okay and having a great time the whole weekend, and wish it never ended.!!!

Love always

Currently Listening Dark Light By H.I.M. Under the Rose see related

Well life has been interesting, not that I want to share it with you....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FISH!!! my love is no longer a teenager  oh well!

shruti kristin and i were headed downstairs to meet andy alex jeremy and katie to play some football, and, well, we had an 'incident' (not at liberty to give details) and kristin is now VERY broken...i love you babe! im sorry, it will be ok though!

football was fun, andy alex and i won, although i didnt do much to contribute lol. shruti's screams cracked me up everytime.

well, i got nothing more, well that i want to write here, so i'm off!

me